15/10/2003 5.56PM

Sigh, today has been a bad bad day. Ouch! Dammit! A bloody ant just bit my wrist so hard as I was typing the first line. On its way to hell now. As I was saying, today was fucked up. Woke up in the morning, feeling bloody sleepy, went to college for some stupid marketing research class where we basically did nothing but was handed with more work and I only had 15 bucks in my bloody wallet. Another reason why it was bad was because it's Linkin Park's concert today and I am not going despite calling myself a big fan of theirs.. Sigh..

I was thinking if I should go home at 3 because many were not going for the damn class. Decided to stay anyway due to 'some' reasons. Jeez.. and half-way through the class, Izal got a call from his friend and even he himself went to the concert cause his friend asked him to work as an usherer or whatever. HE HATES LINKIN PARK and he gets to go for fucking free!? Where's the reason in that!? And I have to stay in class? Jeez.. that sucked.. he pour more salt into the wound by saying that he'll at least show me the pictures. Bastard..

Soon came break time, I decided to give everyone I know who's going to the concert a msg asking them to enjoy the show. Erin called back and she said, "Sean, I don't wanna make your day worse but I have to tell you this, Amanda from channel V is getting down the bus now."  "Alright Erin, I'll just talk to you tomorrow kay?" That's all. Great, now my favourite girl on TV is there as well and I'm like so TOTALLY missing it. Yeah whatever I don't care anymore man. Then again, back in class Penny added so much more salt to my wound that I don't even want to mention. Those of you who knows her will know how good she is in doing that. So here I am back home, stucked infront of the bloody computer with assignments to do while people are screaming their hearts out in another place. Whatever...

Today's Life Rating : 1 Star

13/10/2003 10.18PM

Sorry for not been posting for the past few days or maybe past week? Was kinda busy with stuffs here and there. Anyway, I'm not gonna go far back but let's start from Friday. (Is Friday too long back anyway?)

Alright, I didn't have any classes on Friday as it was Grad Nite and so I went wanting to watch a movie with my girl in 1U. We wanted to watch the 'Tale of 2 Sisters' despite my strong protest against it. Moreover, she couldn't book the tics yesterday and wanted to buy it on the spot. *shrugs*

So we were there and it gave me a shock when I saw that the name of the movie was still white in color. By the way, white names means that the tics are still largely available and so that means I'll have to watch the horror movie. Yikes! And so I asked her why she wanted to watch that movie so much and told her that it wouldn't be nice bla bla bla.. Infernal Affairs was much better yada yada.. and she was like "Why don't wanna watch that one!?" "Infernal Affairs you watch before mah." Ah well, I guess I have no choice huh?

So I went up to the counter as brave as I could and told the cashier to give me two tics for the damn movie. She goes "2nd row from the front do you still want?" I practically jumped to joy the moment I heard that and I laughed at her and almost shouted for Infernal Affairs instead. So we took out our respective student cards and gave it to her. Then, after looking at the cards, she asked my girl "How old are you?" "Infernal Affair's 18 and above." And we were like stoned and then laughed at the same time. Both movies also didn't get to watch in the end.

At night, it was time for Grad NIte. Went there and realised that I forgot to bring the tics.. damn stupid.. Luckily, due to my daily boot-licking of the staffs, I still managed to get myself in but I can't collect the prize if I won the lucky draws. Imagine if my tic was actually chosen for the 1st prize and it's a 18 day Europe trip! My god that would be bad man. Haha, but the first prize was a home theatere system. I don't wanna talk too much about the Grad Nite as there will be tons to talk about but I'm just gonna show ya some pics that I took.

Darren, Izal, Mr. Choong and Me! =)

Barbara, Miew Teng, Sim Miao, Me, Darren, Ck and half of Jasemain =p

I think that's all i'm gonna write today.. too lazy to carry on so I'll maybe write more tomorrow.

6/10/2003 9.54PM

Urgh, I did mentioned that I was sick right yesterday? Hrmm it got worse today. I mean I was feeling alright in the morning at first and so I decided to go to college but it turned bad when I reached there. The class was freaking cold and despite wearing long pants and long sleeves on a 'suppose to be' hot day, I was shivering my way through the class. During break, I even felt like passing out when I stood up. It was scary, I was just feeling so weak all over my body. Especially my knees.

I realised that I couldn't take it anymore so I decided to go home after the first class. Thought I would be dead if I were to stay on. Hrmm.. So I went back and took a long sleep hidden under my blanket with the fan at speed 1.

Anyway, maybe it was due to the lack of sleep I guess. I don't know. I was on the phone till 5 the night before so I guess that was why it got worse. But the thing is that I wasn't sleepy at that time because I already slept for 3 hours+ in the noon!? It's just sad.

Worst of all, I had a terrible nightmare during my sleep and it was by far the freakiest dream I've ever had. I dreamt of 'IT'. Yea the bloody clown who haunted many of our childhood lives. I have no idea why was that 'thing' even in my dream. It was really freaky but I will not elaborate on that I guess.

Ahh well, today was fucked up as well I guess. I hate being sick.

Today's Life Rating : 1 Star (All the sickness and the nightmare, Jeez)

6/10/2003 12.18AM

Hrmm haven't been posting for the past several days as I was kinda busy. With what.. I am not sure myself.. Anyway, let's start from Friday. Supposed to watch Internal Affairs 2 with ch3ngz in the afternoon but some things came up and we couldn't make it so I watched it at night with my friends. It was really good though although it may not be as good as the first one which was the 2nd episode in my own opinion. Still, it was worth my 10 bucks.

Saturday.. Hrmm, woke up at 9 by my dad and went to check my car out again and damn.. it's still not painted yet and the interior of the car is still entirely empty. The seats are not in.. the windows are not there.. Jeez.. and I don't think it'll be back by next week as they still have to wait for the insurance's inspection before returning it. Damn!

Nothing much happened throughout the day though. Went down to KL at night with some friends and was joyriding around town before stopping at a place for late supper.

Today.. Sigh.. Woke up at 9 and went to the market as usual. I was frigging tired and sleepy that I felt like dying while I was in the market. So came back and had a good sleep from 1 till 4! It felt crazy when I woke up. Had been long since I've actually slept for so long in the afternoon. Left me wondering how am I gonna sleep tonight though. Did nothing much after I woke up and after dinner, I felt sick. There was a sudden coldness in me that I felt as I was watching football and I started coughing with a little sore throat.

After sitting under the fan for a little while more, I realised that I was already having fever and I felt weak. Still I went out for a drink just now as I was hungry. DP was freaking cold tonight due to the rain. The wind couldn't stop blowing and it was very very cold. Made me felt worse and the fever's still there. Sigh.. Now I am home and I couldn't find any panadols available. Sigh..

Today's Rating On How My Life Was: 2 stars

(I'm gonna put this life rating thingy from now on to see how my life was on the day itself by me)

3/10/2003 12.35AM

Well, didn't know that Xanga gives its users a 21 days free trial of its premium services and I'm now using it. Kinda cool features they have here though.. Might even subscribe to it if its not too expensive.. Gonna check it out later..

Anyway today was just another boring day.. Reached college like what? 30 minutes late? Then wasted the whole afternoon in the library, although I did downloaded the GunBound game in one of those com there which was unrestricted and played a couple of games there while the librarians weren't looking.

Besides that, nothing much happened though.. Except that I had my multimedia exam today and it was.. hrmm.. disappointment.. Very disappointed at myself.. Jeez..

We had like 2 hours and 15 minutes for the entire exam where we had to come up with a website for Logitech. It was actually a simple website with only 5 pages including a 5-seconds intro by using Flash. However, I've spent like what? Around 2 hours doing that freaking 5-seconds intro!? It was all because I couldnt play the god damn movie clip i made on my main scene and i can't continue if that clip isn't playing so I had to like redo it for another 2 times before it would actually play and the best part is that I only made a 3 second movie clip. Sigh.. By the time I'd actually finished the intro.. Jase who was beside me was actually already done with her whole site. I was like so freaking panicked and started rushing every single god damn thing and just hope that I could finish in time. Well, I did but it was a total fluke and disappointment. Looks like the distinction's flying away. Sad.

Anyway since I can now upload pictures into my blog because of the premium services.. I'm gonna try uploading a pic or two.

Alright.. This is the pic of the car I wrecked a month+ ago. It's coming back next week I think..

A pic I took with my sweetheart and my good friend Yew Han bout 4 months ago in somewhere that looks alot like Europe. (Believe or not it was taken in Malacca)

Looks like this Xanga Premium's kinda cool huh?